In Quest of Her

What are you most proud of in your life?

I’m most proud of the woman I’m becoming. Mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually I have grown in tremendous ways.

I’m proud of me because despite given every reason to give up, I didn’t.

I don’t.

Instead I plant seeds that I consciously and consistently water.

Me staying steadfast in my personal growth has not only benefited me but the people who are and who chose to be apart of my life. My future partner will be grateful to know that I have cultivated happiness and that all he has to do is share it with me. My children have a mother who doesn’t force them to fight her demons because I’ve done the work to slay them on my own. They are free to flourish as I gently and unconditionally guide them on their journey. My mother has a daughter that’s able to hold her hand and help heal her childhood wounds because she never had the knowledge or support to be able to do it on her own. My friends have a friend who they can trust to intimately hold space for them, genuinely be proud of their accomplishments and support them. In me, I’ve created magic and I get to share it.

Some years ago I couldn’t fathom this sort of growth for myself and yet here I am.

I’ve grown to be exactly who I needed when I was growing up and I am incredibly proud of that.